All Good News

Mar. 23rd, 2026 12:06 am
[personal profile] dandylover1
Hello, Dear Readers. I actually have some interesting updates for you, or at least something other than music and bbad weather. Since last night, things have been going very well for me. It actually started with a very unappetising meal. Normally, I love Stouffer's Lasagna, both their regular and their meat one. I normally make it for myself, as with all tv dinners. But Mom had a family-sized one that we got for free around the holidays and never ate, and she decided to make it last night. I was quite excited, as one might expect. But when she gave it to me, it had sausages in it. Normally, I like them, but these were spicy! D and A didn't find them to be so, but they like hot food. I don't. I was going to go down and make myself something, but since it was only the sausages, I was able to eat the rest without a problem by just avoiding them. It was a small portion anyway, so all went well. After dinner, though, I asked Mom if I could have some of the ham steak that was left over from the other night, and if she had any cheese. Not only did she, but it was the delicious cubed chedder. So I had ham and chedder cubes as a little snack with my wine and was very happy.

This morning, Mom made me a game hen. The last two times, the seasoning was off. But after we discussed it, she resolved the problem, and it was delicious! D and A had ham and eggs, but that was a little later. Meanwhile, I took care of a few things while they ate. In the afternoon, the weather was so beautiful that I actually went outside for several hours! It was so warm, that I even put on my shorts and a tee-shirt! Of course, this is pure house clothing, never for going out, but I wasn't expecting anyone, naturally, so it didn't matter. Of course, I did switch back into my regular clothes once I reentered the house, as it was getting cooler by then, but it made me think of the summer.

It seems that, after what feels like ages of serching, I found what I wanted. I posted this to Mastodon earlier today.

"*Edit. Just so you know, it appears to be only for 64-bit systems. I just tried it on my D270 and it didn't work. But I will try it on my 64-bit version later.*
Not only did I just find a Mastodon client that works on Windows 7, but it is even designed specifically to work with screen readers! It will be very interesting to see what new features are added in the future, but for now, I should be able to at least read, reply to, and boost posts, and to write my own.
https://
github.com/G4p-Studios/Thrive "
I tried it, but again, it didn't work. I may need to register the Windows in this virtual machine. It said something about a .dll file being missing, so maybe, not all updates could be installed.

For dinner tonight, Joanie made the most delicious steak! She normally makes rib eye, but they didn't have that cut of meat, so she bought a loin. It was soft and juicy, and I told her that, if she finds it again, she should get it. She also makes the best baked potatoes by mashing them on the inside and adding lots of butter.

I finally started uploading to Audiopub today! Right now, there isn't much there, but I hope to change that in the very near future. I'm not sure if the designer of the site is blind, but I do know that many blind people use it, so of course, it's fully accessible with screen readers. Anyway, here is the link to my profile. This is definitely not one that's easy to remember, but it will bring you to my files.

https://audiopub.site/user/6856d3fc-2161-4287-9d2c-d57db83a21e3

I'm not sure what tomorrow will bring, but if it's anything like the past two days, I'm eager to find out! Things always seem to get better when the spring arrives.

midnight shenanigans

Mar. 19th, 2026 12:03 am
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Dear Diary,
         It's 12:03am and I'm sipping on coffee. Please don't ask me why I'm sipping on coffee this late at night but I am. Well, to be honest it's 'cause I caught a cold and I'm constantly sniffling and blowing my nose this late at night. Boo.

         I'm very excited that I can start saving my money for a new computer. I'm considering saving for the Macbook Neo or another cheap computer. I'm not sure. Or I might save for another phone. It really depends on my mood. I've been using the Windows Operating System my whole entire life. I'm not sure how well I can adjust to the Macbook. An iPad is one thing but a macbook neo is another. I'm thinking about trying it though to see if I can get the hang of it. 

         Today I rode my bike several times. I rode the bike to McDonald's, Family Dollar and then I rode the bike to Winn Dixie. I had a nice ride. I love the spring weather in the air. Perhaps that's why I have this cold and cannot sleep lol but still, it was nice to ride.

Love, 

Kathryn Rose

Technology and Food

Mar. 21st, 2026 03:53 pm
[personal profile] dandylover1
Hello, Dear Readers. Let us begin with yesterday's musical piece.

Thoughts on carl ditters von dittersdorf: Sinfonia concertante for Viola, Double bass & Orchestra in D major.mp3 15 March DB.  )

I already told you about the power and water issues we had earlier. But I also mentioned, and didn't explain, some computer problems I've been having. Basically, my Toughpad can't be refreshed or even reset. To make matters worse, NVDA is doing some annoying things that I can't change, whether I run the installed copy or a portable one. Fortunately, it only affects a few programs, but I still don't like it, and I know they normally run correctly because they're doing so on my Del. I spent hours with Perplexity, downloading components, trying things in the commandline, etc. and these were all things that should have helped, not artificial intelligence gone wild. But I ultimately decided to have Windows reinstalled on this machine. Whether it will be 7 or 11, I'm not sure yet. In all honesty, all but two of my programs work with it. These programs are a Youtube downloader (either Accessible Youtube Downloader or TCA Media Downloader), and a Mastodon client (TweeseCake, TWBlue, or FastSM). I read about a possible way to make modern programs work with Windows 7, but I must research it a bit. Right now, it's not working on my virtual machine, but that could be because of the configuration. There are all sorts of little things that I don't like about Windows 11, and they all add up to a headache. So I very well might put 7 on here and use 11 either in a virtual machine or in my Del if necessary.

On a somewhat related topic, I wrote to my usual repairman about the problems I've been experiencing, but I haven't heard from him, and it's been a little over a week! I've been working with him for years, and he normally responds within a few days at the most, so I really hope he's okay. In the meantime, I am seeking someone else who can help me, just in case I don't hear from him. This is what I wrote regarding the Toughpad. It's a rough draught, so it may change, but I'm planning to send it to a few people who might be able to help me.

"Panasonic Toughpad FZ M1 Mk3
1. Upgrade the hard drive to 256gb, 320gb, or 512gb. The one I choose will depend on cost, since this is solid state.
2. Reinstall Windows. This can be 11 or 7 Professional 64-bit. This machine was originally manufactured with 10, but I bought it with 11. However, I read that it can also accept 7."

I then decided to write about my netbook.

"Acer Aspire One D270
"1. Replace the keyboard. It was shorted out, due to my hyperhydrosis.
2. Clean the inside of the machine. I bought this used (it came as a spare with a sealed in the box model) last year. If it looks good, just leave it.
3. Upgrade the hard drive. The current one is 320gb, which is more than enough space, but I want a faster drive. It can be either a traditional hard drive or a solid state. It does not need to be new, particularly if it's solid state, since the processor can't utilise the full speed of modern drives. Please return the original drive to me, as it is in good working order.
4. Upgrade the system from Windows 7 Starter to Professional 32bit. It has the full 2gb of ram. I heard that 4gb can technically be installed, but that this may cause problems with stability and booting, so unless you know better, it's probably best that I keep to the lower and amount and just use a 32-bit Windows for speed and efficiency."

I actually had quite a time finding my netbook! I knew it was in the bedroom, but I second-guessed myself after looking seemingly everywhere! Finally, I pulled out my amd and used it to search under the bed. Sure enough, I found not only the Acer but my Pearl scanner as well! I actually still have my unopened D270 that is sealed in the box! It was the main unit being sold. This one was actually a spare, but it worked perfectly. The other one would just need the ram upgraded to 2gb and a hard drive and Windows upgrade. But I'm not sure if I should open it or not.

I was really conflicted as to whether I should go outside today. It's sunny, but there's a little breeze that makes it slightly uncomfortable, since it's only in the fifties. I think I'll wait until tomorrow, when it will be about sixty-nine.

We had an interesting culinary adventure the other day. Joanie brought home a pizza from a new place. It was very thin but also delicious. Mom and I liked it. Joanie, D, and A, didn't. But I hope she brings home more. It's the perfect snack. This morning, I had waffles for breakfast. This is yet another divide here. Mom and I like the regular Eggo ones (with narrower squares), but everyone else likes the Belgium ones. So they had those while I had mine. I think Mom ate earlier. I actually thought I would be eating game hen today, but we agreed that would be tomorrow when they have eggs and ham. I didn't know about the ham part, so now, I will need to think about this. But I also love game hen, and I'm sure Mom will be buying more of those ham steaks soon.

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Mar. 21st, 2026 10:13 am
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So, a while back S learned that there was a capybara cafe in our area. We always meant to go, but never got around to doing it for various reasons. Then, when she started making real steps toward moving, we decided to go when she got an interview for a job.

Well, that happened pretty damn quick. Then again, so did everything with her moving. She signs for a house at the end of the month.

Anyway, today is capybara day! :D We're going this afternoon and I'm so excited!

I might have pictures, but I'm not entirely sure on that. However, because I was thinking about images, I did get fresh tattoo pictures!

Tattoo pictures! )

McDonald’s again

Mar. 21st, 2026 08:13 am
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 Dear Diary,
 
          Kayla came over last night. We had a nice dinner. It was nice. She talked about going on a cruise and things. I have mixed emotions when she comes. I’m happy she’s here but as far as friends are concerned, she doesn’t care that I have friends. I love her but she doesn’t care. Maybe she does but she’s scared of my emotions. I feel bad. I wish I could straighten up. 
 
           She did share a secret with us. I don’t think she wants anyone else to know so I will refrain from even sharing it in my diary. But yeah it’s insane how fast life sneaks up on us. A part of me misses her.

        -Kathryn Rose

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Mar. 18th, 2026 09:47 pm
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So, I fell really behind on Dreamwidth things. I don't know hat all happened exactly. I think part of it was being in and out of two different houses for a while. I'm settled back in my normal living situation though, so hopefully I'll be better again.

I did get the start of my tattoo done and it went really well. I love it so much, and even though my family doesn't like it much, it still makes me happy to see that I actually did this thing I've wanted to do for so many years.

~*~

As per usual, there's been family drama going on. The problem is that this time it was involving my own living situation, which didn't feel great. I thiiiink it's all settled now (we were going to maybe have someone move in with us, but we literally have nowhere to put him and he's kind of a terrible person to live with anyway). I'm not entirely sure on that because there's a factor that could change things very quickly, but I'm hoping things are done for now.

~*~

I've been getting dental work done this month, and while I'm not having a great time with it, I'm glad it's moving along.Tomorrow I'm getting my wisdom teeth taken out, which does not excite me even a little, and then at the beginning of April, I'm getting a filling put in.But thatshould be all I need done until my next cleaning, so that's exciting at least.

I also have an eye appointment on the 27th, but hopefully nothing will be exciting there. I always get nervous for eye stuff though because of my history (aka, my eyes are a disaster.).

~*~

To help myself stay sane and do some bonding with friends, I've started a playthrough of Dragon Age: Veilguard with one of my partner's other partners. We've hung out before, but never did something just the two of us, and they're a big Dragon Age fan and was really excited to get to share the game with me.
reat time and they're really good at reading everything for me, letting me make choices unless I tell them to, and giving me enough description that I can usually see what's going on in the game. I didn't know how this was going to go, but I'm having a great time, and I think they are too.

It's going really well! I'm having a g
I'm also watching The Exorcist TV show with a friend I'm going to visit in June. We're both writers and big horror fans, and have watched stuff together before. I have a running list of things we keep bringing up to stream together, and I think we're going to bounce between writing stuff and streaming stuff. It's exciting!

I have also got my best friend playing Bongo Cat with me and this is such a silly little game but I find it so fucking delightful. I also think it's helped me swing into something like a routine again, which is great!

Coffee and McDonald’s

Mar. 18th, 2026 01:02 pm
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Dear Diary,

         I was going to get the sixty seven cent hamburger but the deal disappeared off my phone. So I guess I will settle for a $1 coffee at McDonald’s. It is nice here. They have free candy and have decorated the area like a party. I like it here. I hear conversations all around me. I see people. In a way, I feel less lonely I guess? I don’t know. Anyway, I can’t call Grandma right now because her phone died and she lost her phone. I hope she’s okay for now.

Love,
Kathryn Rose of the Enchanted Forest 

Wendys

Mar. 15th, 2026 11:31 am
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Dear Journal,

          i went and biked to Wendy’s with my iPad  i listened to some music while munching on my $6 biggie bag. I enjoyed being there. I biked a little ways down then went home  

         
[personal profile] dandylover1
(Catchup - 21 March 2026)
Hello, Dear Readers. I am actually combining my reminder for the fourteenth with the classical pieces from the ninth and the fifteenth, and today's entry, so that I will have more to write. Let us begin with the music.

thoughts on Beethoven: Violinkonzert, and Canteloube): The complete  )

The reminder for the fourteenth reads "No power Wednesday, really funny dinner on Friday, more laughter tonight, cold weather returns."

The last time I wrote, I told you about a strange experience in which I thought the power in my room went out, only to realise that I just didn't have the surge protector plugged in correctly. Well, on Thursday, not only us, but the entire town lost power! I'm not sure what happened, but they said it would be restored by three, and it returned at about one thirty, so that was great.

It was either the fifteenth or sixteenth when we actually lost water for almost a whole day! As with the power, it started in the moring. But we didn't hear anything about it i.e. there were no announcements. Apparently, they had to fix a water main near us, but this was not the pipe replacement scheduled for later this year. As you might imagine, I was extremely relieved when the water returned. Now that all of the above has happened, I hope we can all return to normal.

Today, the seventeenth, was Mom's seventy-fifth birthday. We didn't do much, as she's not the type for that. But Joanie bought a little cake, and we all had some. Mom didn't like it at all. I thought it was okay, but nothing extraordinary. It had a custard filling, which was nice.
Mom and I also considered our anual tradition. It's an inside joke at this point. She tells us all not to get her things. I tell her that, if she finds something, she should buy it with my money. So this year, I asked if she had got her present yet, and she said yes. She hasn't shown it to me because it hasn't arrived yet (still true on the twenty-first), but she will when it does. It always makes me happy when she treats herself to things.

I'm not quite sure what happened on Friday that inspired the "really funny dinner remark", but I do remember we laughed even more than usual, which is quite an achievement, as we are always laughing then. By we, I mean A, D, and I, though even my parents occasionally do so. They don't eat with us, but they sometimes hear us as they walk through the rooms. A and D are hilarious together and would make a great comedy team.

Unfortunately, I do know what I meant about it getting colder. The weather is crazy and swings from extremely cold (thirties at night) to somewhat warm (fifties) during the day, or downright beautiful (seventies). The last we only had once, though, and who knows when it will return.

Journal

Mar. 13th, 2026 07:48 pm
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Dear Diary,

         I will miss it when my memory goes. I have been losing a lot of my short term memory. I can’t remember words hardly and have to snap my fingers a lot trying to remember. My doctor is sending me for an inner ear MRI and a brain MRI. However, I am terrified as they are not scheduled until June 10th. I am terrified I will be a basket case and a former shell of myself by then. All I can do is try to reverse some of this damage with a CPAP machine. I don’t know how much of it will help or how much of the dementia or whatever I have can be reversed with a CPAP machine but I have to try. Don’t I? Will I? I sleep until 12pm now because my brain is so tired. It feels like there is a huge magnet in my head. I don’t know what else to do except wait for an MRI. I can ask for prayers and see if God will heal me again but sometimes the healing is in passing from this life to the next I believe. I have always lived in loneliness, I have nothing to show for my life. I am not married nor do I have children to show for my life. Life has beat me down every since I was young. My disabilities haven’t helped any. I was played into the hands of a girl that for whatever reason, hated people with disabilities. She asked me to come over one day and we fooled around with her boyfriend. I should have never said yes to her. I would probably still be a virgin and pure before marriage. I don’t know. I’m hurting. Anyway, I hurt inside because of my past. I know if I didn’t have Mom and Grandma no one would want to take care of me. Maybe this dementia thing will be sort of a blessing in disguise because I’ll have to go into a nursing home. Maybe all this is karma or whatever.

Love
Kathryn Rose


laptop open finally

Mar. 12th, 2026 01:26 am
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Dear Diary,

         I finally opened my laptop after not opening it for a few months. I'm happy to report that I've been doing just okay. I left my old church. This time I feel it is going to be permanent. I'm just not interested in going back and forth and being embarrassed anymore. I have no friends there whatsoever. I wish I had stayed at the Guerra's church. I was making friends. I never dreamed I would be dropped as a friend by two people who used to go to the church. We all have our reasons for leaving but why drop me? What did I do to them? I know when I was younger I used to scream inappropriate songs on the church bus on the way to youth rallies. Was it stupid? Highly. Was it the schizophrenia? Partly. But as the years went on by, I outgrew all that mess. I got professional help. I got the help I needed but I'm still met with a stony silence due to all my craziness as a teenager. I cut my hair, I wear jewelry, I wear pants yet there's a part of me that wishes I had been in church as a teenager. I would probably have friends or maybe even a husband by now. Who knows? I wasn't a normal person. Not even back then. As a teenager, I converted to theistic satanism. Something that to me, represented freedom and liberation from the parts of Christianity that still had a hold on me. I still have a faint hold of it. I pray to Jesus sometimes. Although I am Protestant, I still pray to the Virgin Mary sometimes. But very rarely do I read the Christian Bible. I need help. I need to find another church I guess. 

          Love, Kathryn Rose Of The Enchanted Snow Forest 
[personal profile] dandylover1
Hello, Dear Readers. I would say that not much has happened since the last time I wrote, other than writing a filler entry for 1 March, which contains the Friday Five for February, but that's not entirely true. For once, there has been a fantastic change in the weather! Yesterday and today, it has been so perfect that I actually went outside! Yesterday it was seventy, and today, it was eighty! Sadly, it will go back into the thirties next week, but with luck, after that, it will warm up again and stay warm. Regardless, I'm enjoying this while it lasts. I also had another great experience yesterday, though it started with something annoying. I tried to buy my vitamins, but the site wasn't working with NVDA. I was going to try it with Supermium, but I decided to see if Joanie could get them for me. Not only did she agree, but she did it on the same day! Now, I won't have to wait for them to come. Unfortunately, They're not on Amazon, but since the shop is literally in town, it makes things easy.

I had a bit of a scare this morning. I have a serge protector under my desk that holds my various devices. I usually put my Toughpad on the table by my bed, but this means that, when it's plugged in, the cord stretches across the floor. I stepped on it and then found that my computer wasn't charging. I'm already having issues with it to the point that I e-mailed my long-time repairman to see if he can upgrade the hard drive and either reinstall Windows 11 or install Windows 7, since I found, to my delight that the Fz M1 Mk3 can actually accept that operating system! It's working now, but I can't reset it, and after at least two days of trying to resolve the problem, I've had enough. Anyway, I noticed that Alexa didn't read my flash briefing at noon, so then, I began to wonder if perhaps the powr to that part of the house went out. But it didn't. Instead, I had accidentally pulled on the protector so it wasn't fully plugged in, explaining why my Toughpad, along with my Dell laptop, wasn't charging. Needless to say, I was thrilled. There is an external battery charger for this machine, but it costs eighty dollars, and though I do eventually want to get it, I didn't want to do so right now.

The other day, we had a new culinary adventure. Joanie made something similar to chicken nuggets. She and my nephews had them with buffalo (hot) sauce and I had them plain. They were pretty good. She also made these things called taquitos, which are basically rolled up dough with cheese, but the cheese was spicy, so I didn't eat them. No one else really liked them either. Tonight, she made quesadillas . They're okay, but they're not really my favourite thing, so I decided to finish my chicken parmesan with angel hair from the other night. Ironically, there weren't enough quesadillas for all of us anyway, so it all worked out.

I have been thinking of returning to the audio recordings that I started some years ago. I enjoy making product reviews and demonstrations, explaining how I do things being blind, and sharing my opinions on various non-political topics. At that time, I was using a site called whyp. It worked well, and the creator of the site was very kind. While I'm sure the latter is still true, sadly, the site is now inaccessible. I was unable to download my previous recordings, when I made more than one, the Upload button disappeared (they said absolutely nothing about only being able to record one file with a free account), and when I tried to subscribe to a monthly plan, it kept returning me to an annual one. Clyp, a very similar site, did that as well. I deleted my files from Whyp and began searching for a new audio home on the Internet. Finally, after asking on both Reddit and Mastodon, not to mention conversing with Perplexity on the topic, someone recommended audiopub. This is free and is completely accessible. I then felt a bit foolish, because I had created a profile (or at least a page, since they don't have proper profiles) there in January but hadn't uploaded to it. I will be changing that tonight or tomorrow, so here is the link to the main page. For some odd reason, it won't give me the link to my profile, but I'm dandylover1 there. The site is relatively new, so I guess they're still working things out.

https://audiopub.site

The Friday Five for February

Mar. 1st, 2026 09:05 pm
[personal profile] dandylover1
(Catchup - 10 March 2025)
Hello, Dear readers. Happy first of March! You know what that means. It's time for another Friday Five! I really should have posted this on the 28th of February, as I usually do at the end of the month, but I was caught up in that beautiful music and other things. Anyway, here it is now. All of these can be found at [community profile] thefridayfive.

The Friday Five for 6 February 2026
These questions were suggested by [livejournal.com profile]that_one_girl.

1. What did you want to be when you were a kid?
Child. And for some time, I wanted to be a lawyer. I changed my mind after the verdict in the O.J. Simpson case.

2. What is your proudest accomplishment so far?
I don't know.

3. What is your dream job?
Perhaps, working in crafts or being a writer.

4. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
I hope not still single and here.

5. What does it take to make you happy?
In the short term, hot weather, good food and wine, documentaries, opera, going to the little house, etc. In the long term, finding a partner, buying my first (I hope of several to come) suit, and figuring out my living situation.

The Friday Five for 13 February 2026
1. Who was your first kiss?
The man with whom I lost my virginity. Both of us were vergins and curious. We were also both adults (I had just turned eighteen), since I refused to do anything as a minor. But it wasn't love, just friendship and curiosity.

2. Who is the last person you kissed?
My mother.

3. What is the story of your most romantic kiss?
I'm still waiting for it to be written. I've had kisses but none that would qualify here.

4. What is the story of your worst kiss?
I never had a bad kiss.

5. Who do you want to kiss right now?
Whom. No one living.

The Friday Five for 20 February 2026
When did you last . . .

1. Scrounge for change (couch, ashtray, etc.) to make a purchase?
I've never had to do that.

2. Visit a dentist?
Many years ago.

3. Make a needed change to your life?
I'm not sure. But I will be going back to the little house soon, and that is definitely needed.

4. Decide on a complete menu well in advance of the evening meal?
I've never done that. I've decided on a main course, but never a complete menu.

5. Spend part of the day (other than daily hygiene) totally/mostly naked?
I don't think I ever have. But as soon as I get a place of my own again, I will. That sounds like a great idea!

The Friday Five for 27 February 2026
Feelings…

1. What made you happy this week?
Nothing the week of 1 March. But on the 10th, I can say the beautiful weather yesterday and today.

2. What made you sad?
I was watching a documentary about forests and a scientist explained how her parents were loggers and destroyed the land that she is now trying to reforest. I could hear the sadness in her voice.

3. What made you angry?
Nothing that I can think of.

4. What are you looking forward to in the next week?
More great weather, though to be honest, it's supposed to get cold again by the end of the week.

5. What are you not looking forward to?
The cold returning.